That would be me. Thinking about the title of my first blog entry ever, I figured out I have nothing to figure out at the moment.
I love fall - who doesn't? Wait - probably loads of humans. Well, it is somehow unpleasant with it's raining, muddy roads and depressions but I happen to love fall. I just love the change which is apparent everywhere in the nature. And I love fall colors. And rain. And muddy roads.
Fall also means new semester - actually, my first one on the college. As usual, I'm postponing study and assignment as far as I can. Which is not good. It feels kinda weir, because I love my subject and I'm usually very happy to study and learn about something new and exciting. I just don't know. It's called being an idiot, I guess.
OK, maybe I don't really love college - I love just the part of being on the college. I love some classes, some I don't like at all. Like every part of life, there is the likable and unlikeable part. You love being grown-up but you miss your childhood carelessness. You love living with your friends - still it's so hard sometimes. You love kitties but there are moments you'd killed that slick hooligan so bad. And we just have to keep going and take those bad parts along. Everyone gets his/her fair share of crap. And although I'm not a whiner, crap gets me big times right now. Bad parts cumulate and they are raining on my head. One thing which comforts me is the fact that when it gets better, I will know it. And feel better.
I don't actually enjoy muddy roads. And I hate getting all wet and cold when walking to school. And the leaves are plain kitsch. Swallows are leaving and rooks are soiling our cars. Yet, I just love Fall!
Missing him.
6 years ago
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